Im An Artist But Im A Person Too Ya Know

Its been so long since i did a journal but heres what i have to say: I dont really get upset im usually just a cheerful person which i like! But ya know there been times everyone gets stress about something and need to talk. So i hope this helps me ^^ 

Ok so this has been happening for a few Weeks now which i tried keeping cool with it trying to keep my mind off it but pshh! I cant. LOOK don't you dare use the term "friendship" against as an exuse to get Free art out of me. Who do you think i am?! I would sometimes get notes from different random people who would try a lil small chat. And i always think in my head this person has never talked to me before. Like WHY? Maybe they just want to just i dunno chat? And if ya know me i get a bit silly and joke around alot cause thats how i am. It goes fine till they ask if we're friends and im like "sure"?.. And suddenly this is where it all happens they start asking me for art,requests, etc. and start to stack it all up on my back. Or how others would just talk to me not asking me about anything at all and say i want you to draw THIS, since your an artist. Like HELLO?! Like yeah im an artist! But Artists can be busy or have other things to do. I would even catch people trying to guilt trip me by saying you never make me a gift,or no one cares about me, or say i would REALLY be happy if someone drawed me something?..
Like even if i give a request to my best friend i can sure tell you someone will ask me about it. But Right Now Art Trades Are Closed Too.

(READ THIS ITS IMPORTAMT TO ME)
But all that im trying to say is if your looking for is art dont do any of these. Wasting your time looking for a easy way to get art from me.. Why bother. Knowing you didnt care at all. This is why i make gifts,art, etc to people that i find who deserves those! Whos at least been there for me+others, Their kindness and amazing style NOT their art style, their personality, but most of all they search deeper into the Person on how they are rather than finding the Artist.Thats how and why i do gifts to certain others. And Those people are my real true friends♡ And i know this is happening to many others having the same problem.

Thank You For Reading Its Hard Dealing With This ,ButI Appreciate Ya Reading This ~Karin💙